Light in the dark

“Real motivation comes when you make your success a thank you”

Recently, I’ve been under a huge margin of understanding where I want to go in life. To me we are all connected in ways that intertwine with dimensions we simply don’t put the effort into learning. So in this way I’ve been trying to relate with people in deeper meanings of understanding.

My story is no different than anyone else. A person trying to make their way to success in which ever endeavor that means to you. To me, Success is the completion of my life’s task to be a mass provider, a powerhouse.

As men, we all choose to be this way because it is all we know. We live in a reality far fetched from our gender counterpart. It is kill or be killed. With this in mind, Our greatest accomplishment is to gain everything our dreams and hearts desire. Whether that be mass amounts of fortune, a peaceful family to rest with, or a new car. No matter how small or big the goal is, we all have similar tastes in accomplishing in what seems impossible in the now.

So let’s get to my realization and perhaps you may understand this.

All my life I’ve wanted nothing but fame and fortune. I want the best car, the nicest house, the most beautiful woman, and happy children. While I have everything I need now, I simply want more. This more is very important as it leads to where I want to go in this lifetime before it is gone. In the short years I’ve lived, I lose track of what that path or direction looks like. What it feels like. I imagined that on the journey there are things that come to me in a multitude of ways that will ultimately accomplish these goals.

What I’ve discovered is that some of these goals are selfish. They aren’t lead by my higher self of cooperation and instead led by an ego of self. An ego that seems to crawl anyway possible to be released. In knowing this, I knew that I simply wouldn’t be able to reach the height of my life without releasing this sense of “Deserved”. I had to reach deeper within. Find what my true motives are.

Through this experience of wandering across time, I’ve discovered something very unusual. Something quite natural. A nature that isn’t around my environment but shows in my colors. I want these things not for myself, but to provide them to others. This is the talking of a higher statement point and a changing perspective on life.

The things that we want in this time are true. We all do desire these things and regardless if you want to accept them or not is up to you. But, what I can tell you is that eventually through all that work and effort you’ve put in you will reach a breaking point.

A point where you no longer desire these new things for yourself. You’ve had them already. They simply become meaningless. Being rich shows boredom in the soul as you can just get a new car, drive it for a couple days, and simply move on to the next. The higher self comes into play when you want to give things to the people that were aside you always and provide them the things they could not seek to reach or were simply incapable of reaching. The higher self tells you to “serve your people what you were given”. This reaches beyond the household or self but to the world.

And no this is not a message to say “give everything you have to everyone.” You will always have your ego next to you as a shadow follows the light. But, when you do reach a certain point in your life understand that your success should not be a burden of the people you’ve come across.

There have been family members around me since the day of my birth that don’t dream of the same fantasies I do. They seem to accept the reality they live in. I cannot blame them for their own reasons to coming to such a conclusion. But, something more powerful than me has given me the opportunity to birth something new that we all can share. There are people that dream of being so much more. I just so happen to be one of them.

I know that when I reach a certain point in my life, It will no longer be to survive but to build. What I want to build is generational. I want to give everyone that I come across an opportunity of freedom. A freedom that is not only in a physical domain but in all dimensions. I want to provide people the opportunity to use their “God given” gifts to serve to humanity.

In the times we live in today, we have long forgotten of these skills we posses. We’re busy with so much around us. Whether that be career, family relations, personal relations, and so on. My task in this life is to give those people a little less weight off their shoulders so they can provide the things that really matter. To be free is to truly embrace yourself in all formulations and provide that to the people to learn, share, and grow from. To snap back to reality inside instead of out.

So to all of my fellow dreamers out there, know this. Your time will come if you’re working hard to get to it. Do not fear the unknown. Embrace it. But also know, there are much bigger things in this life you can give to people. Your presence is loved by those closest to you. You are needed. But, you must prove yourself by being the helping hand as well as the hard working one. You are not alone in this. You were given something as we all were. It’s your job to show that in its truest and rawest form possible. Your creativity will show as well your soul loved.

So keep going at it. You’re almost there. And remember, Give back to those that gave to you once before. You’ll understand true wealth in the freedom you were given.